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- Deviant for 12 years
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I'm miserable, and I've decided that for the rest of the time I have to be alive I want to be happy and enjoy my life and have as enjoyable a life as I can.
In order for me to enjoy myself I NEED to
1. Move out and live on my own.
2. Move to a LIBERAL DEMOCRAT State that is NOT tied down. ( One that accepts gays as NORMAL PEOPLE and gives them their FULL RIGHTS and gives them the FULL RIGHT TO MARRY. :)
:D )
3. Go back to school and obtain an Art Degree. :-)
4. Last but not least the first initial thing I'll have to do before I can do any of the above is Pay Off my Skyrocketing Medical bills.More then likely I'll have to set up payment plans and will NEVER pay them off, but still this is my goal. But since the prospect of actually paying them off is well, not realistic I listed this as last.
5. And since were getting into day dreams here, Be physically well.
Sadly this one may not be able to be accomplished. But if I get enough money I might be able to go to some place that has the resources and technology along with medical advancements hat are far enough ahead to be able to at least diagnose what is wrong with me.
Buying anything that I sell will help me in my goals and to obtain a better life for myself.
Granted I listed my wants in order of me being able to accomplish them. Sadly I am so far behind in my medical bills (which are compounding because of interest )that when it comes to entirely paying off any medical bills I highly doubt this will happen. Especially if I end up being able to go somewhere that gives cutting edge research. Then of course my bills will just never be paid off entirely, I'll just end up paying them off bit by bit as best I can for the rest of my life.
But to put aside this depressing bit I'd very much like to be able to be happy and live as healthy as I can for the remaining life I have left.
In order to do this though I'll have to move out and into a state that allows me to have rights and think the way I want to, and believe the way I want to.
I can not do that now. :(!
So I'm going to do my damnedest to sell my art and anything you buy will make my life a better one and at the least a little less stressful. :)
So thank you anyone who comes along and likes my stuff enough to buy it and may god Bless You for buying from me. :)
Thank You. :)
:)
5.0.
In order for me to enjoy myself I NEED to
1. Move out and live on my own.
2. Move to a LIBERAL DEMOCRAT State that is NOT tied down. ( One that accepts gays as NORMAL PEOPLE and gives them their FULL RIGHTS and gives them the FULL RIGHT TO MARRY. :)
:D ) 3. Go back to school and obtain an Art Degree. :-)
4. Last but not least the first initial thing I'll have to do before I can do any of the above is Pay Off my Skyrocketing Medical bills.More then likely I'll have to set up payment plans and will NEVER pay them off, but still this is my goal. But since the prospect of actually paying them off is well, not realistic I listed this as last.
5. And since were getting into day dreams here, Be physically well.
Sadly this one may not be able to be accomplished. But if I get enough money I might be able to go to some place that has the resources and technology along with medical advancements hat are far enough ahead to be able to at least diagnose what is wrong with me.
Buying anything that I sell will help me in my goals and to obtain a better life for myself.
Granted I listed my wants in order of me being able to accomplish them. Sadly I am so far behind in my medical bills (which are compounding because of interest )that when it comes to entirely paying off any medical bills I highly doubt this will happen. Especially if I end up being able to go somewhere that gives cutting edge research. Then of course my bills will just never be paid off entirely, I'll just end up paying them off bit by bit as best I can for the rest of my life.
But to put aside this depressing bit I'd very much like to be able to be happy and live as healthy as I can for the remaining life I have left.
In order to do this though I'll have to move out and into a state that allows me to have rights and think the way I want to, and believe the way I want to.
I can not do that now. :(!
So I'm going to do my damnedest to sell my art and anything you buy will make my life a better one and at the least a little less stressful. :)
So thank you anyone who comes along and likes my stuff enough to buy it and may god Bless You for buying from me. :)
Thank You. :)
:)
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Favourite Visual Artist
An X-Ray Technician who became a photographer ;-)
Favourite Movies
None, really. Lord of the Rings, X-Men ... That's pretty much it.
Favourite TV Shows
Stargate Atlantis, SG-1, Sanctuary, MacGyver. Other then that, not much lately. ;-)
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
ALL of them, pretty much.
Favourite Books
Stargate Atlantis Fan Books
Favourite Writers
puddle_of_goo ;-)
Favourite Games
Mine Craft, currently ;-D!
Favourite Gaming Platform
Computer?
Tools of the Trade
Old School, Pencil&Paper. But I AM learning Photoshop ;-)
Other Interests
Mechanics, Physics, Origami, String Theory, Science (with out the math ;-) ), Sci. Fi. Stuff; … there's a lot. ;-)
( Mon. March 4th, 2019)
Hello,
I just thought I'd go ahead and update everyone on how I'm doing. Well, health wise I'm better than I was and not. Got a cold thing that has lasted for a good 4-6 months now, won't go away (and no, it's not allergies)....
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Hello Everyone! =-)
THANKFULLY and MIRACULOUSLY I'm ALIVE! Of all things!
And in keeping with the whole Don't Check Out Without A Shout theme I started a YouTube Channel and have literally put ALL of my BEST into it. I've done my best to NOT put anything from my real life into it and to TRY and keep it light, though it has gone a bit dark at the moment.
But this is the BEST I've done.
The link is here – https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCl0muVz8VyE_bV__DPA3vDQ?view_as=subscriber
I also have a Facebook Page here – https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100010110612104
And just to update everyone, I'll try my best to n
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"Don't Go Out With Out A Shout!"
I just thought I'd update everyone. As the old man thrown over John Cleese's shoulder said, "I'm not dead yet!" (Monty Python Movie Reference, "Quest for the Holy Grail", watch the movie and see if you can catch the clip or bit during the, "bring out your dead!" scene where John Cleese's Character tries to dump his Father-In-Law on the Dead body cart, and the old man is doing his best to protest. ;-D! I've always seen myself as that guy, Death trying to evict me and somehow some way I keep clinging on. =-) )
I'm having ups and downs, good days and weeks and bad days and weeks. Summer is the most dangerous
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Happy 2017! Well, I hope it's happy for you. How have you been as of late?
Hi =-)
I'm not sure I know you, do I? Sorry, I just never knew anyone with the Screen Name FlamesofSugar if you changed your name then I might recall the old one.
and well, Happy 2018 actually. Sorry if this was a message to the wrong person. But if I did know you at one time sorry I didn't get back to you till now. a TON has been going on in my life, and none of it really good.
Well, except for some good stuff that I can't talk about, sadly, but anyway.
Well ... message me back and let me know who you are again? and ahh ... yeah, ... sorry? *blush!* =-?
I'm not sure I know you, do I? Sorry, I just never knew anyone with the Screen Name FlamesofSugar if you changed your name then I might recall the old one.
and well, Happy 2018 actually. Sorry if this was a message to the wrong person. But if I did know you at one time sorry I didn't get back to you till now. a TON has been going on in my life, and none of it really good.
Well, except for some good stuff that I can't talk about, sadly, but anyway.
Well ... message me back and let me know who you are again? and ahh ... yeah, ... sorry? *blush!* =-?
That's probably because the last time I said anything to you, it was 1/31/15. You were ill, I think, and didn't respond much. But I am glad to see you are, well, still alive.
Oops! Yeah, sorry about messaging you here, I didn't realize how long it had been till right before I sent the darn message. I thought it said earlier this year, sorry about this.
Thanks for responding back to me anyway, and so quickly. Most people the way I respond I expect to not get a response at all most of the time, especially on a Message Board type setting like this.
Thankfully I'm very much well (compared to how I was, dying) now, and yes very much still alive. I'm still sick and not entirely out of the woods, but now THANKFULLY at the moment I seem to be on the outskirts of the wood, so I'm actually in the sunshine for once, which feels GREAT! =-D!
I was saved believe it or not, but I won't go into that unless you want me to.
I still don't recall you at all, but back then my mind was so darn GONE and beyond flaky that it makes sense that I might contact someone, say who knows what and not recall them.
Ssooo... How are you doing? What's going on in your life?
If I know you.
Sorry I still don't recall, for me I'm meeting a stranger, someone entirely new.
Anyway, I'm gonna cut this off since I'm rambling and feeling very very awkward.
I'll let you get back to me if you want to, but it was nice talking to someone. =-)
Thanks for responding back to me anyway, and so quickly. Most people the way I respond I expect to not get a response at all most of the time, especially on a Message Board type setting like this.
Thankfully I'm very much well (compared to how I was, dying) now, and yes very much still alive. I'm still sick and not entirely out of the woods, but now THANKFULLY at the moment I seem to be on the outskirts of the wood, so I'm actually in the sunshine for once, which feels GREAT! =-D!
I was saved believe it or not, but I won't go into that unless you want me to.
I still don't recall you at all, but back then my mind was so darn GONE and beyond flaky that it makes sense that I might contact someone, say who knows what and not recall them.
Ssooo... How are you doing? What's going on in your life?
If I know you.
Sorry I still don't recall, for me I'm meeting a stranger, someone entirely new.
Anyway, I'm gonna cut this off since I'm rambling and feeling very very awkward.
I'll let you get back to me if you want to, but it was nice talking to someone. =-)
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Thank you for the 
.
. You're welcome =-)
